Hello everyone! I am so excited to finally have this blog ready enough for you all to hear Benjamin's story. For the most part, all of the past posts are copies of the emails I have sent out. I won't email anymore except to notify you that the blog is updated.
I am so thankful to have the opportunity to share "Benjamin's Bumps" story and hope that it can help someone, somewhere. Please feel free to share it with those you know.
I have not yet taken the opportunity to connect with other families around the country whose children have the same illness as Benjamin- LCH. Through the Histiocytosis Association of America, I have found that many of them have much more serious forms of LCH than Benjamin does. I hope to get in touch with some soon. I feel deep strength in sharing with others who have been through similar things. I appreciate our friends, the Allens, and especially Desirae who not only greatly contributed to the formation of this blog, but has been a wonderful friend that I feel a great bond with. Her nine-year-old son, Hunter, had a brain tumor last June and continues to have difficult trials as a result of it. Thanks Desirae for your support and friendship!!!
Next Wednesday is chemotherapy day again. Currently, Benjamin is doing well and we hope that continues. We are just waiting for the sun to shine! At the end of our visit with Dr. Fluchel two weeks ago, and thinking that this has been the longest winter of my life, I asked him if the sun was going to shine again (I meant it literally and hypothetically, because it seems that we have had nothing but cloudy skies here in Salt Lake this spring). He responded enthusiastically that, "Yes! The sun will shine because we are in Utah!" He then stated that he gets that question a lot this time of the year. Maybe we aren't the only Oncology patients of his, wondering if the light will come again.
I have relied on his confident reassurance a lot recently eventhough I have lived here in Utah my whole life. With constant cloudiness, I am beginning to wonder if the sun will shine again! Obviously, it has caused me to empathize with many who must wonder as they experience hardships and trials in life, where the light is and if it will shine again in their lives. We have hope right now with our good prognosis with Benjamin, and we especially have hope because of our belief in God, and his Son, Jesus Christ! Because of my faith in the light of Christ, and just as Dr. Fluchel knew the sun will shine again because we live in Utah, I know that through adversities and pains, if we rely on the Lord, we can have peace and hope! He has provided a way to return to live with Him, our Heavenly Father, and our families for eternity! We can and must have hope because of these things! It can bring us more joy than we can imagine, here in this trying earthly life, and especially throughout eternity! I KNOW IT! And I know that the sun will shine again!
Angela